So again last night the 18 year old didn?t call or text. I thought for sure she would?ve but no, nothing. I know this girl fairly well by now and she ain?t exactly the most driven or deep girl I?ve ever met, but she does have that certain something about her that leads you to believe that in a few years time she just might - might - transform herself into some badass type of moderately successful young woman. Not only is she pretty hot but she?s got that fire, you know, the kind that makes you wanna run with her and that can hold peoples attention. The kind that makes her walk up to a 29 year old guy in a movie theatre and give him her number. She definitely has potential.

If this is it and I?m misreading her anger of the other night, I?ll honestly have to admit that part of me will miss banging her. I?d be willing to bet that she breaks down and calls this weekend, not because my ego needs her to but because over the past few months she?s been showing me a side of herself that I don?t think she shows a lot of people. She?s opening up to me, or at least trying and wanting to, and to be able to watch this as it happens while not so much distancing myself, but in a way not ultimately caring, makes me think either that I?m getting jaded as I get older, or that all that really matters to me is needing to know whether or not she?ll continue letting me put my dick in her tight teenage pussy.

I spent last night smoking purple kush, of which I still have plenty of, while contemplating these thoughts. Part of me finds them disturbing, but the part that lives in reality knows that it?s easier to go through life like this, for a guy at least. The times in my life when I really pursued girls with sincerity and genuine feeling ended up being when I was disappointed most. The times when I treated girls badly, used them for what I wanted, and generally acted like I didn?t give two shits about them, was when I had more pussy than I knew what to do with.

I realized last night, as I?m sure most guys have by now, that girls bring all this on themselves. It takes them years if not decades to realize that assholes and bad boys are only going to hurt them. But why? Why not date some nice guy who treats you with love and respect? There are plenty of those guys out there, the only problem is they aren?t any fucking fun. Girls are seriously retarded. Don?t you sometimes wish that they could be like these cartoon bitches on TrashyToons.com. I wish this animated chick was real. I wished it so badly last night before I went to sleep that my cumshot almost hit me in the face.

Ain’t no thang over at TrashyToons.com. They don’t give a flying fuck what you shove up your ass over there, animated or not.